Anxiety

Jowee, logically you know that nothing has happened yet, why are you so anxious for?

"yeah but what if I wake up late.."

But what are the off chances of that happening?

"....."

Okay fine fine, you're right, that could happen, but its okay, God will wake you up. *Pinkie promises God*

"Then what if the editor doesn't like me, or I hate it there? and what about the future if I end up hating where I work, and the line I'm in...or the stress kills me, what future is there for me then?"

"Then there's still so many things I need to do right now and so many things on my plate! I still have not finished the assignment I said I would finish today, plus I'm not sure if I'm getting it right. I think I took up too much."

Well, you set too high a bar for yourself, how can you finish that piece of work in one day?! Logically, set aside time to read all the readings first, then figure out what you want to write, Then write.

" There's still so many things I want to do though..."

like?

" Like there's that article to write for the magazine, the pictures to edit, many blog posts to write as inspired by the many things that has been happening ... "

Why are you pressuring yourself so much to do all that Tee Jowee? No one asked you to...

"........................."

" I guess....... "

"I guess its cause if I didn't do all that, I'll feel like I'm good for nothing, and that I haven't done anything substantial in my life."

You know very well that's not true.

"Well it feels like it."

Yeah feels like it. Just cut out feelings. Its all in your head. You probably need food.

"FOOooood...gosh I forgot what that tasted like"

You just had a sandwich 2 hours ago.

"OH MAN I'm hungry now! I want to eat! What if I get fat?!"

Its the cold that's making you hungry... its okay, the cold burns your fat more.

"LIES!"

yep.

*Runs off to eat*